Aidiladha 2012!

assalamualaikum..

hey! happy Aidiladha for everyone. Yup. Aku memang tak boleh tido..well..sebab siang tadi dah membuta giler %&*&%## Padan muka aku!

Alhamdulillah hari raya kali ni dapat beraya kat kampung..err..homestay..kyteorang bagi nama "Homestay Saadiah". And banyak perubahan. Sungai kat depan rumah tu, dah jadi kem, and baru-baru ni ada cadangan nak bangunkan chalet kat situ. Sebab susah lah budak-budak ni ada camping tapi tempat nak berehat terhad.

Pagi raya kami, my auntie buat mee kari.. orang lain buat ketupat, kita buat mee..siap je solat sunat Aidiladha, semua pergi ke kampung hilir. Boleh jalan kaki, tapi mengada nak bawak kereta jugak..takut make-up cair lettew!

Lihat bagaimana bersemangatnya mereka bersembang. Yang bestnya dua-dua pakai kain pelekat! --"

Ini namanya Pak Jabit VS Pak Abu..hehehehe..jangan marah..gambar ni aku buat teknik Fake Tilt Miniature..Tapi macam tak pun..Aku letak gambar ni sebab pada mata aku nampak macam dalam cermin..But it was not..Aku ambik gambar ni dari jarak 10kaki gitu..

Next, kami pergi ke rumah saudara kyteorang. Suami dia baru meninggal dalam 3bulan lepas tak silap, and dia ada sorang anak yang sindrom.

Dalam pukul1 gitu kami balik memandangkan kaum Adam kena solat Jumaat. Dalam pukul3 lebih kami pegi beraya ke Peruang, rumah kazen aku. Giler lah sedap gua melantak sebab mak dia buat rendang daging sedap giler.

Next kami pergi ke Bukit Kolam. Waktu tu jujur aku cakap, aku mampu bawak diri aku je. Dah tak mampu nak makan kat situ. Minum air je.

And the next day pergi ke Tempoyang, kat Kuala Lipis. And pergi kenduri. Yang paling best, raya tahun ni kurang makan daging..banyak makan ayam! omnomnom!

Actually banyak lagi nak cakap, tapi malas nak taip. Boleh gitu? So mari nantikan kedatangan Awal Muharram ;)

You Know Who You Are

~assalamualaikum

yup..!cuti sudah bermula! Maka bermula lah kerja hamba sebagai seorang pedagang cake! ceewah! Thanks to all yang bagi sokongan and peluang untuk saya belajar *macam menang award giteww!*

And then, malam-malam before nak tidur ni, kita muhasabah diri sikit. Actually for a few days, otak bercelaru sikit. Mak's said, "Kalau nak berkawan..cari yang betul-betul". But unfortunately selalu dengan berkawan i'm not showing who really I am.. Seriously..it's like everything was fake! Tahu?

For a time being, saya cuma mampu berdiam diri and mintak bagi saya for a few days, rasanya..7hari kot, to think about everything. Terpaksa lah buat solat sunat istikharah. I knew it's cliche to some of us..Konon nak cari jodoh. But saya buat untuk pilih patut tak saya berkawan dengan orang ni, and saya mintak kalau saya berkawan dengan mereka and boleh membawa akibat buruk pada diri saya, agama saya dan kehormatan saya.. I hope Allah show me the way..

This is not to show off I ni baik ke apa.. Tapi bak kata Fedtri..kita sebenarnya hari-hari kena buat solat sunat istikharah sebab hari-hari kita kena buat keputusan yang terbaik dalam hidup kita..

If let's say Allah tak bagi petunjuk atau gerak hati kat saya, so I have to decide by my self je lah..  Harap semua oke..

And lastly..walaupun nampak macam buang tebiat nak mampus, I would like to say.. Thanks to   everyone yang selama ni banyak sokong aku, and walaupun tak dapat bantu tapi mendengar bebelan aku and the most important skali, I nak mintak maaf to everyone..those yang terasa, or yang terkilan dengan perangai aku.. and to my sibling's.. I have 5 brother's..Mereka sangat menjaga aku, and may be ada di antara mereka terlalu menjaga sampai aku rasa tertekan..Sesiapa yang terlibat secara tidak langsung dalam makian aku.. *Most buang tebiat speech from me*

And ini lagu untuk korang..

 

~wassalam

Zaman Serba Salah

~assalamualaikum

pernah tak rasa buat itu tak kena, buat ini tak kena? Zaman sekarang memang buat apa-apa pun orang pandang serong. Contohnya kalau korang berpakaian seksi, then ada sorang pak cik ni pandang kau atas bawah atas bawah and kata:

"Tak cukup kain dah nak buat baju?". 

And tiba-tiba pada suatu hari korang rasa nak berubah, korang pun pakai la sopan-sopan, korang terjumpa dengan pak cik tu lagi and dia kata: 

"Hah! dah ada 'isi' lah tu?"

Situasi yang kedua bila korang seorang perempuan yang single (tak berkahwin,tak bertunang dan tak ada boyfriend), tapi pada masa yang sama korang rapat dengan sorang lelaki..and kawan-kawan korang cakap: 

"Alah si Senah tu....suka kat jantan tu lettew! Ishk! Syok sendiri betul kan?". 

Dan disebabkan fitnah orang merata-rata, korang pun buat keputusan untuk tak berkawan dengan lelaki tu dah..malangnya kawan korang akan cakap.. 

"Eh, Senah! Kenapa kau tak berkepit dah dengan jantan tu? Kau tak dapat dia lah tu kan?"

Situasi yang ketiga bila dalam satu komuniti tu, ada seorang hamba Allah yang orang ramai tak suka dengan dia. Disebabkan korang tak nak dikaitkan dengan mana-mana lelaki, korang pun berkawan lah dengan hamba Allah yang dibenci ramai ni. Walaupun korang sebenarnya tak rapat pun dengan hamba Allah tu, orang sekeliling akan nampak korang rapat SEBABnya takde orang nak kawan dengan hamba Allah yang dibenci ramai ni..and orang sekeliling korang akan kata: 

"Hah! Rapat je tu! Ni mesti kawan baik ni. Habislah ada batu api ni"

Korang pun nak elakkan fitnah, dah tak berkawan lah dengan hamba Allah tu..and orang sekeliling akan cakap:

"Kau dah tak kawan ke dengan Milah tu? Dulu kemain rapat kan? Nape? Dah tak tahan dah??"

Dan situasi ni akan terus berlaku. Sedar tak apa yang kita buat, semua orang pandang serong. Lebih-lebih lagi kalau kita ni tak banyak bersosial, tak banyak mulut and bla bla bla. And lebih-lebih korang ni forever alone giteww..

If ada yang pernah berhadapan dengan macam tu, ATAU yang pernah dan selalu pandang serong pada orang bagitau dyorang: 

"Tak bermakna aku diam, aku tak marah dengan korang. Aku ada perasaan. Orang yang jarang marah ni, sekali marah bergegar jantung. Aku boleh buat apa je yang aku suka selagi benda tu Halal di sisi Allah. Tolong la fikir pasal orang lain, hati orang, MARUAH orang terutamanya"

Kerana mulut badan binasa

chocolate for weeding gifts

~assalamualaikum

hari semalam sabtu ikhwan's brother kawin..so it is a jemput menantu..ikhwan tu kazen aku and disebabkan tak berapa ada modal nak beli hadiah yang mahal-mahal, so kami buat sendiri..


                                                     LALALALALA POOOF!

it's for aiman and wanie..er..actually hazwanie..tapi tak cukup space pulak..so nak tak nak..terpaksa la kami memendekkan nama anda..suka hati aku je.. --"

and then yang ni yang dah siap packing..

                                                                zamzam alakazam!

sila abaikan segala ketidakseimbangan color..cantik kan??if korang nak buat order untuk doorgift ke,birthday present ke..just call 0199878047..tapi kalau nak menggatal atau verangan nak jadi pervert, sila bertaubat cepat sebab saya akan cepat-cepat call police.

oke..disebabkan dah meroyan sorang-sorang, so aku gatai pi alih ribbon tu

haaa..cantik tak?cantik tak? gila tak?? sekian itu sahaj post saya di kala keboringan ini..ahahahahaha..

~wassalam

just take care of yourselves. PLEASE

~assalamualaikum

just want to share something..

Secara jelasnya korang kena dengar aku meroyan yang tak ada punca..acheit! Saw this lyrics and saja nak share meaning of this song.
I know you've been hurt by someone elseI can tell by the way you carry yourself.If you let me, here's what I'll doI'll take care of you I've loved and I've lost.
"we are all sinners. And very few people accept in others
 the flaws that sometimes, they even carry around. This is
 not about people that have changed but two sinners, that 
loved and lost, because of who they are, and they tell each
 other they accept one another just the way they are" 

I've asked about you and they've told me thingsbut my mind didn't changeI still the feel the samewhat's a life with no fun, please don't be so ashamedI've had mine, you've had yours we both know, we know.
"No need to change "I've had mine, you've had yours, we
 both know". Yes, it refers to the past but the second verse
 talks about the now." 

They don't get you like I willmy only wish is I die realcause that truth hurts, and those lies healand you can't sleep thinking that he lies stillso you cry still, tears all in the pillow case,big girls all get a little tastepushing me away so I give her spacedealing with a heart that I didn't break.I'll be there for you, I will care for youI keep thinking you, just don't know
try to run from that, say you're done with thaton your face girl, it just don't show.When you're ready, just say you're readywhen all the baggage just ain't as heavyand the parties over, just don't forget mewe'll change the pace and we'll just go slow.You won't ever have to worry,you won't ever have to hide,you've seen all my mistakes,so look me in my eyes.

'Cause if you let me, here's what I'll doI'll take care of you (I'll take, I'll take, I'll take)I've loved and i've lost.

It's my birthday, I'll get high if I want to
"It's my birthday, I'll get high if I want to, can't deny that I
 want to but I'll lie if I have too" : see how he still lies? They
 won't change. "
can't deny that I want you, but I'll lie if have tocause you don't say you love meto your friends when they ask youeven though we both know that you do (you do).One time, been in love one timeyou and all your girls in the club one timeall so convinced that you're following your heartcause your mind don't control what it does sometimes
"Because she doesn't tell her friends how she cares, "you
 and all your friends in a club one
 time,all so convinced that you're following your heart
 cause your mind don't control what it
 does sometimes."" .We all have our nights though, don't be so ashamedI've had mine, you've had yours, we both know, we know.You hate being alone
"So...
 even now that she keeps doing mistakes, he forgives her
 because he understands her. Now : "You hate being 
alone" 
you ain't the only oneyou hate the fact that you bought the dreamand they sold you one
"He hates being alone so he understands that she has to
 go see somewhere else in the meantime before they are
 ready for one another. She hates the fact that she is
 falling in love again with him and she fears to be able to
 trust him... But she does." 

you love your friends but somebody shoulda told you somin',to save you, instead he said;
don't a-ha-ha-ha-ha,tell me a-ha-ha-ha-ha,I don't care a-ha-ha-ha-ha,If you're hurt a-ha-ha-ha-ha.I won't a-ha-ha-ha-ha,tell you a-ha-ha-ha-ha,you don't care a-ha-ha-ha-ha,if you're true a-ha-ha-ha-ha,
yang ni macam menyindir bunyinya
and bagi aku ayat yang sepatutnya
" don't YOU
 tell me THAT

i dont care ABOUT YOU" :p

don't a-ha-ha-ha-ha,tell me a-ha-ha-ha-ha,I don't care a-ha-ha-ha-ha,If you're hurt a-ha-ha-ha-ha.I won't a-ha-ha-ha-ha,tell you a-ha-ha-ha-ha,you don't care a-ha-ha-ha-ha,if you're true a-ha-ha-ha-ha,

but at the other side, it could be
DON'T TELL ME. I DON'T CARE IF YOU'RE HURT

I WON'T TELL YOU. YOU DON'T CARE IF YOU'RE TRUE

 THAT YOU DON'T LOVE ME


I know you've been hurt by someone elseI can tell by the way you carry yourselfif you let me, here's what I'll do
"In the end, he wants her to be honest and so does she.
 And they will find their way :)"